Saturday, August 18, 2012

My Reflections 1-10 and The Crime of the Century


 Hi Everyone, if I had to base my reflections on a scale of 1-10, I would have to say that my physical wellbeing would be a 5.  I say this because I feel like I’m out of shape and I have some health problems, stress and anxiety issues that make me feel sick often.  My goal would be to try and reduce my stress and anxiety levels because I know this will help with some of my of my health issues. I can implement a walk or ride my bike to help brush of some of the stress from my day.

  As for my spiritual well-being I would have to say it is about a 4. I don’t go to church anymore or pray, I do believe in god, but I really haven’t gotten in touch with my spiritual being.  My goal will be to let my therapist, who is also a pastor, help me get in touch with my spirituality.  He doesn’t talk to me about god or implement it into therapy because he knows I’m no longer a practicing catholic. I can try to attend church again, because this could help me with some of my other issues and I will definitely try to start praying again.

I will give myself a 6 on the psychological aspect.  For the past year or so I have pulled myself away from my friends and I don’t live near my family (17 hours away) which has contributed to my depression.  I have suffered off and on from depression over the years and I find myself not wanting to hang out with my friends anyone. Work and school also has contributed to me becoming a hermit.  My goal will be to reconnect with my friends and try to spend more time with them, at least once a week or spend more time talking to them on the phone. I could join zumba with my friends, my best friend runs it and I always have an excuse why I can’t do it. That is the activity I will try and do to implement some psychological into my life.

The crime of the century was very relaxing, it was a bit long and I did find myself wondering.  I did continue to get myself back on track, I think just the alone time, breathing and focusing on the colors protruding out of my body gave me a sense of relaxation. Than I thought if anyone could see how I was visualizing all the colors shooting out of my body they would think that I was out of my mind.  Overall, it did get me to relax even if it was just for a little while.


2 comments:

  1. Hi Tracy, I would rate your honesty a 10!

    I believe you are on the right path because you are aware of the things in your life that need a little help and it sounds like you are willing to improve and make changes. You don’t sound like a person who gives up. Hang in there things will happen as they are supposed to. I think the exercises from the class will help us all to focus and keep on track to positive thinking and actions.

    “I am not afraid of storms, for I am learning how to sail my ship” (Louise May Alcott).

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  2. Nicki,
    You have outlined some great goals for yourself. Honest reflection is such a wonderful way to set goals and move forward. Walking or exercising is such a great stress relief. That is a suggestion I would use for anyone I am trying to help. Spirituality is a struggle for me too. I have never really been a religious person but I do believe in God and I have faith. I think having a therapist of any sort to talk to is a great way to improve any aspect of wellness. I found the relaxation exercise extremely long! The more you can relax the better! There are a variety of other relaxation exercises available online if you want to look for one that works better for you. Best to luck in achieving your goals! I look forward to reading future posts!

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